..and the princess is enslaved in castle!

She put her crown aside...
sat on the floor to feel herself alive...
looked around the luxurious room..
well decorated....well designed..well equipped...
but not a single thing was making her happy..
she sighed...
and asked herself...
why at times the happiness feels so shallow....
so temporary...so faded...so superficial...
why ain't its as deep..as addictive...as it penetrates with the venom of love..
why it is so short-lived..
or is this slavery that takes the happiness away?
she was disturbed with this assumed correlation...
why she is feeling being tied with the invisible knots..
enslaved to some unseen master ...
bounded by the hidden boundaries..
locked behind an underlying cell...
like she's been lost..
for instance..
she has been somewhere else..where she was happy...
n now all she's seeing around is materialism...
shallow-ness...slavery...boundness..
why she always get here...
why this cell always haunts her...
took her back from her nirvana..
why she always have to get through this...
her rebellious soul is deadly injured...
but still...
not ready to give up...
not ready to let her fall prey to the slavery again...
to bound herself as a good looking showpiece...
a centerpiece worth appreciation for its beauty...
being adored for its looks and usefulness rather than being owned with the scars...
what a pity on her....to be known like this...
she want deformity in herself ...
ugliness on her skin...
all she want now is to turn herself into a disgusting, hateful and ugliest one...
she want to cut her hairs short or to get bald...
to put on hundreds of pounds till she can move no more...
to tan her skin till she transform into a coal...
and she want to continue with it till she destroy her outerself...
till no residue of her appearance remains...
till she's left with her soul...
no strings attached to her body...
and..
then......
she want to be loved for who she is!!!