~ ..in love with those kind eyes ~

She still get nostalgic for her journey...
all way long from a land of mortals to her little heaven...
remembers the time she had been through...
while thinking about the path which was leading her to her dreamland,
when she was experiencing the feeling of worthlessness for being locked in a mortal body,
an annoying anomaly for her rebellious real-self ...
and her ways of getting along the tremendous ups and downs of her topsy turvy lifeline...
Although..
She was astonished on the fact...
Why?
why didn't she never feel the need to understand the meaning of life...
maybe coz life always had its own weird but affecting ways of teaching her about itself...
without making her realize the process of giving lessons, she was undergoing through..
for her, it was never enough to find someone who did know the reality of this life,
and then to fall asleep in his arms like a child sleeps,
carefree and fearless...
knowing that someone stronger than her is there for protecting her from all devilish dangers..
In fact she always wanted to be the one...
to be a protector, a guardian, a saviour for someone...
to be a safe heaven for someone..
But...
she was unaware...
unaware of the warmth of feeling safe in someone's arms...
ignorant of the addiction one can have while being protected...
oblivious to the charisma ur saviour can cast on you...
and now when she is introduced to it by the life...
she is startled by the allure of being embraced yet guarded by her own guardian angel...
is tempted by those kind eyes...and fall head over heals over an over again...
and she is not afraid of admitting it...
of accepting it...
that she is happy beyond her expectations...
that she is enticed with the lovely bond tied by Allah SWT...
that she is not only thankful to her journey for leading her here...
but is in love with all those dark ditched paths that have taken her to her destiny..
to her protector..
to her angel..
the one with those kind eyes...
kind soothing eyes...
that assures her...that she is in safe hands...
eyes that conveys unspoken words...
that sparkles with the light of love her angel have for her..
the promise they made..
of keeping her happy...keeping her protected...keeping her encircle in his arms...
forever...
in her own heaven...
and she's happy with her husband..

the one with those kind eyes, she's in love with!