~ my destined soulmate ~

I never believed in the idea of soul mates...
falling in love with someone at their first sight...
the sight of one that can make you go ga ga..
make ur heart skipping the beats...
lighten sparkles in ur eyes..
give you butterflies in stomach...
swift you off your feet and leaves you breathless...
for me this never does exist...
and then i met someone...
and started believing in it...felt like whats being in love is like...but it all ended up in smoke..leaving me behind with pain, burns, hurt and deep cuts...i was closed again...with all the broken pieces of my heart guarded by walls and my injured soul hidden beneath the sheaths of pain....
i stopped believing in the existence of soul-mates...coz for me soulmate became the one who leave ur soul dead...
but then...my destiny brought u in my life...with those kind healing eyes...a true reflection of ur pure soul...
one able to look into mine and make everything right...
and see here i am...
I am beginning to believe that a very few times in your life, if you were lucky, you might meet someone who is exactly that heal-fully magical for you...ur actual, real n destined soulmate..
not because they're perfect, or because u are...
but because ur combined flaws and pieces u lack..get arrange in a way that allow two separate beings to hinge together...for forever...
this whole is making sense to me now...
its you making me understand it..
and everytime i see u..i fall in love with u..
head over heels and all over again...madly and unconditionally..
u glitter my eyes with the shine...the reflection of ur love...
u make my heart beat faster than ever,,,
make me feel like i'm flying or floating...but in no way possible my feet remains on ground...
all illusions, delusions, hallucinations, dreams, day dreams...they all have started to occur...
and this love is not blind...it can see...
the real u...
the one behind ur pure kind eyes...
ur soul...
and..
leaving me love u more...
the more i'm knowing u...the more i'm believing in authenticity of the concept behind existence of soulmate...
like...
like its giving me signals...
signals to accept that u are somehow getting connected to my soul..
and i believe now...
Allah have made us in pairs..
and the way my soul get paired with yours can totally and undoubtedly declares that...
you're my soulmate!