Monday, September 29, 2014

A bad day!

I saw a bad dream yesterday...a worst one...seeing you going away
...watching myself leaving you far...far away...n i got up so horrified...checked my mobile n ur text reflects something similar to tht dream...something least expected...but it happened...tht made me cry..mummy asked over n over again n al i could say to her was..nothing just a bad dream...seeing coming it true..i sooo wanted to talk to you lately but tht thing kept me from getting back to you...later at night i found myself not being able to resist the urge of hearing ur voice, ur soothing voice, anymore ...wanted to talk to you..to assure if everything if okay n not like the one i had seen..but u didn't let it happen...at morning i tried it again n got the same response...n now..m devastated..sooo angry at myself..at you..at this tingling feeling of being distant...angry at everything...