I read somewhere;
...They say a person needs just three things to be truly happy in this world: someone to love, something to do, and something to hope for...
...so blessed...
...so obsessed...
with the feeling of having you to love,
lots of things to do with you
and..
endless love n happiness to hope for coz of you...
what a blessing it is... :)
Sj, I can tell you things that I’ve never shared with anyone ever...
coz i know u can absorb everything i say and actually want to hear more...
I share hopes for the future, our future...
my dreams that have never came true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at me...
sometimes in form of hurt feelings...
sometimes in form of mean people...
sometimes in form of something that never happened what i longed for so long...
still when something wonderful happens, i can’t wait to tell u about it, knowing u will share in my excitement...equally :)
I'm not embarrassed to cry with you when when I'm hurt...
neither laugh with you when i make a fool of myself... :D
never do u ever hurt my feelings or make me feel like i m not good enough for u...
but rather u build me up n show me the things about myself that make me feel special and even beautiful..
there is never any pressure, jealousy or resentment but only a quiet calmness, love n harmony when u r around...i find peace in ur arms...
i can be myself n not worry about what u will think of me because i know u love me for who i m...
the things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in our hearts to cherish forever...isn't it like being blessed?
nd when i share n talk non-stop about memories of my childhood..u listen..n make them so clear n vivid...it’s like being young again...restoring innocence n making myself belief in beauty of this world... colours seem brighter n more brilliant....
n when i m mad..u deal me with soooo overwhelming love n care tht laughter seems part of daily life once again where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all...
n when we r away ur phone call n texts during the day helps me to get through a long day n always brings a smile to my face...see how much u affect me even when not near :)
Jana in ur presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but i find quite content in just having u nearby...
things that never interested me before become fascinating because i know they r important to u who is so special to me...like thoracic empyema :p LOL
i think of u on every occasion n in everything i do....simple things bring u to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a cold breeze coming in through my room's window... :)
You make me open my heart knowing that there’s no chance it can be broken by u n in opening my heart, i experience a love and joy that i never...ever... dreamed possible....
i find strength in knowing i have u at my back...my soul mate who..i trust..will remain loyal to the end... and Sj...
my life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile coz of having u in it..
n my only hope n surety of having this same beautiful life forever is in knowing that u are a part of my life...
P.S:
I LOVE YOU SJ!!
