You and Me!!

You and me, looking at the moon...
far but near, connected via phone...

all the suffered darkness, long agone..
the light at end of tunnel has finally shown..

Together we grew from two to three..
How lucky how happy how blessed to be..

my healer in an ongoing struggle..

Years before I used to enjoy the dialogue of Kareena in movie 'jab we met'..it was something that goes like;
'Smjh nhe ata kia kr rhe hun, kahn aa k phans gae hun, roz subha uth k sochti hun k aesa kia krn k ....n so on'
and much to my amazement I can relate it to my life since past few months..
I know it might seem offensive but sadly it is what it is...
I was miserable in judging people...n not surprisingly I still am...
Living a totally screwed life...where keeping things together is a constant struggle...
What I had wished for n where my fate has taken me...is this the destiny I always wanted?
No...I mean I'm serious, not at all...
At times it feels like being in a big boss house where you've to test ur patience and its limit with the last option of quitting n refusing to be there anymore...everyday is a struggle... everyone around change in blink of an eye...this is just not what I had imagined being here...
But...
right in the middle of this chaos, there is someone who keeps me sane...protects me..
*tries to*...supports me...n hold me tight till i let all my worries aside...its him...my terribly sarcastic yet intensively adorable betterhalf...
I just dont know at times, how to thank him enough to at least being with me...*not at my bad times though* ...but still...to his best...n this is the only thing that helps me continue...to keep going...to feel loved...blessed n beautiful :)