Is it worth it?

Its been weeks since she's so possessed by this strange feeling...
Feeling of losing herself..
It started with that day when she saw it for the very first time .. she was stunned with shame and agony at the same time. .
She can't decide is it anger or resentment that's instilling this strange repulsive feeling into her heart..
From where those demons have got into their lives...
Are they not good enough for each other??
Where all the love, attraction n crazy cravings are?
The romance n intimacy they used to feel is vanished..
She's confused...
She's angry..
She's resentful..
and yes most of all she's hurt..
The feeling of profound love that flows and fills her heart after they're done is lost..instead its hurt n anger that leaves her numb..
She feels like some garbage can where one comes to dispose the stuff off that grew coz of someone else..
This shouldn't be like this...
She wanted to get into his arms n say her heart out...she tried it many times...but every time it ends with same darn thing...
Its good for her to leave..
At least she will be far away from being treated like this...
Has nothing more to say..