and YOUR name is written on my hands today!!

'whats his name?'
this was the third time she asked me...
why are u asking me? is it required?
she replied..
'Yes! we put the groom's name on the bride's hand to let them feel that Allah SWT have connected the lines in their hands  and from now and on they will always be joined by the fate...In sha Allah'
i smiled back..
she looked at me n said..'sada suhagan raho'
i laughed and said..
'there are 2 days left'
she smiled with the eyes filled with motherly love and whispered in my ears..
'joray aasmaanon per banty hain..or tmhara ban gya hai..tm usky leay or wo tmhary leay likh dia gya hai..or ye looh e mehfooz main safe hai..'
i keep on looking at her with the amused expressions but a revealing frame of mind..
more like state of realization..
What do you think my chances were, of finding a destined soul mate in the group of so many people?
all with reflected goodness and human-being-ness but not the soul destined to fit with mine?
to make harmony with my heartbeats?
and i used to think, I'll be lucky if I can just find someone who'll be able to stand me for the rest of 'our' lives....
What if I've already told the other part of persona and the true-self is beneath the layers of soberness and seriousness.. because I was relying on some sort of spark I didn't feel earlier...
and now..
It suddenly made sense...
only once in my entire life I've felt this inexplicable,
 almost mystical and unpredictable feeling....
and i thought it remarkable, to have found last lost piece of the puzzle,
when in my heart I'd always believed there were only reflections of that one precious piece out there for me..but not the last lost yet the one dreamed for..
when its from destiny, made above the sky...it embraces ur heart with the pure feelings of contentment and serenity...
that perception of fulfilment and sense of gratification is poured in ur blood by Allah SWT..
yes i can feel it flowing with my blood..My heart had been wrong...I'm not alone at all..There was not only one but two...
and i know now, thats YOU!!