Monday, December 9, 2013

Surviving storm that was meant to broke me down

its been one complete month since it get all over
It was the hardest thing of all...the deadly one..
Let me tell you how it feels like...its like,
ur whole world ceases to exist...
lost yourself some where in the smoke...
and you’re left with nothing but a shell of the person you once were...
you start hating the world...
start avoiding people...
or get isolated in order to try to save yourself...
the one thing that will need you to show if you have the one true courage...
to realize that you have been dumped,,
lied to and cheated on...
that your best efforts have been rejected,,
you are not be able to stand it..not at all...
not be able to go on...to move one..
but you've to deal with it...
a day or another...in your own way...
and yet you have to go on with life...move on with living... nonetheless...
do you know where you went wrong?
in making that one soul the center of your life....despite of making it the part of your life...and started revolving around it...
you've been trying to pull ur worth from that one person.. for so long....
and to extract your beauty not from yourself but from eyes, words and skin of that person...
you've been dying to be loved by him/her...
but what you are left with? after all your efforts and love?
emptiness!!
yes...he/she always left you empty...
so stand up....
remember everything that happened..
from the charisma of love to the pain of being dumped on..
and open ur eyes...look around...and smile :)
breath again...and live again :)
life is beautiful..only when you're ready to see the sides that are beautiful...
learn a lesson and you know what to do?
fall in love again...with yourself ;)
take chances with the firm believe on Allah SWT...
faith that there is another match out there...
there is another soul who would be by my side for once and forever...
who will be just as sweet as strong...strong enough to be with you over everything or everybody else :)
and who knows one day you'll gonna thank that person for emptying the slot and letting your angel in ;)
and making your life worth living <3

2 comments:

  1. This is what life is all about, Allah grants us better than we ever wished for or wanted ever...I pray you get what Allah has kept for you...!!because he gives us the best and if we are agree with His decision we learn that it surely is best !!

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    1. JazakAllah wa khair..May Allah SWT bless you too with His countless blessings and bestow you with His heavenly bounties..(ameen)
      and yes I second you..

      Hasbun'allah wa naimul Wakeel..Naimul Maulla..wa Naimun Naseer...
      Allah Himself is sufficient (for us). He is the best disposer of affairs!!

      Keeping a firm believe on ^ it and unconditional submission to Allah's will keeps one heart and soul at peace for sure...

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